New Eyes.

Everything felt so right,
while everything was so wrong,
i didn't want to look back,
in fear of regret flooding my mind.

I could have called you mine,
but tonight I'll be crying,
instead of holding you close,
for everything was so wrong.

A night away from reality,
makes everything seem alright,
I call you up with a smile,
but there was no answer.

I sat alone back in reality,
and realize what a mess I am,
I look at the world,
with new eyes.

I don't like this one.
i found it in one of my poetry journals from a year ago.
thoughts?
i have a few short stories I'll post when I have more time to write.
I also have a lot to share about my life.